Transcript of Interview
Can you describe what mind control feels like?
JD: It takes on different characteristics over time. In the beginning, you simply don’t know that you are being influenced by it. Your brain doesn’t distinguish the external signal from your natural brain signals. Later, you feel that something is wrong and it feels like you are disassociated. Overtime as the intensity is turned up, you almost go into shock that such pain and trauma can be induced into the brain bypassing the normal sensory pathways. Just like turning a knob, full control of the human can be achieved or dissipated.
When full control is achieved it can best be described like a war in the mind. Your freewill is trying to overcome the mind control signal. Imagine a road with deep ruts in it. You are driving 55 miles an hour. Your tires get caught in the ruts and the car begins to steer itself to follow the deep ruts. When the car hops out of the ruts you get control but quickly the front tires get trapped into the ruts again. But unlike a car, you can’t just stop your mind. Even during sleep it continues and must follow the ruts. Later I learned that these ruts are called brain resonance entrainments and has commonalities to hypnosis.
What other kinds of psychological and neurological experiments were run on you?
JD: I counted over 75 different experiments from passing polygraphs and purposely failing polygraphs to memory recall experiments and trying to program me to kill various military leaders whom I didn’t know. They used sentence repetition, subliminal dream programming, a strange kind of brain imprinting using conditioning of emotional states that could be invoked with flashing images of the people I was to kill they told me.
What else can you tell people about your horrific experience and about neurological weapons?
JD: What was truly mind blowing for me is that I was forced to begin thinking in words. Every thought that I had after a while would be perceived as internal audio. They went through a mapping process where they refined and tuned the phonemes of perceived speech. It was as if they forced my brain to learn a way to control a voice synthesizer.
Can you imagine how maddening it is not to be able to think quickly and silently?
What do you think the purpose was of that experiment?
JD: At the time I was so confused as to why this was being done to me that I didn’t know. But in hindsight it was obvious that it served dual purposes at least. It is the perfect interrogation tool and by interjecting false sentences in the same “voice” as my new internal voice, the system would occasionally trick my mind into thinking that I thought it. They have been working on this technology and using it for over half a century. Again, in hindsight, I have seen this technology described in countless movies but didn’t believe that it really existed at the time.
How did they release you from the program?
JD: I don’t know if they fully did. They stopped the torture and violent imagery and repetitive sentence programming that were intensely painful, but not everything has stopped. Maybe I am to be triggered by a keyword to do their bidding. I just don’t know if I am a failed project because I was too aware of what they were trying to do or if I am now a programmed assassin. How could one know that technology to fully control a human as a remote control soldier has been perfected? I feel exactly how someone should feel who was tortured and now cope with post traumatic stress syndrome with flashbacks to the extreme torture methods.
It is difficult to know whether I should consider myself lucky that I survived or if the horror of being betrayed by my government and living with the knowledge on what a massive scale this is done isn’t a fate worse than death. There are no good guys to root for anymore.
You said that the worst part of your nightmare life is the betrayal. It seems like the torture and rape for years would have been the worst part. Can you explain?
JD: Yes, I have spoken to many other survivors in the last couple years. There are hundreds of organized groups around the world now. But being a perfect all American citizen of the only superpower in the world, makes my experience unique. Imagine that you are a veteran and risked your life to defend the values of this country then all your pride in your country, in your people, taken away. Perfect betrayal. Imagine having to walk the Earth and look at your fellow man like dumbed down animals. There has been a rift in human intelligence, the haves and have nots. There are only about 5% of the population that can understand the sophistication of the techniques and physics of the weapon system. The majority have been lobotomized with deception and lies through omission on the mass news media. They have some sort of painful brainwash block that doesn’t allow them to want to understand the mathematics, physics nor read about the uses of the system nor take responsibility for what they have been duped into creating. Imagine living in Disneyland every day of your life. You see these people completely oblivious to what is happening all around them. Their own children are being sacrificed right in front them but they don’t understand. They mean well but the path to Hell is paved with good intentions.
This affects me because in order to heal psychologically, the truth must be understood by your fellow humans not just by those who got the proof by a painful demonstration. You find that most people use less than 10% of their brain now. It is like teaching algebra to a dog, calculus to a cow, or quantum theory to a monkey. The wiring just isn’t there. And even if you run into a rare person smart enough to understand or believe what is happening, intelligence and courage do not seem to be linked in anyway. So, the heroes are few and far in between. How did the American system fail so badly into a perfect system of lies, deception, hypnosis, and diabolical controls?
That is why betrayal and the God’s eye view of how my fellow people have been tricked is the most painful part of being shown and told the next layer of truth. The physical torture can be forgotten in time.
Are there any quotes from your US government torturers that you can remember?
JD: Yes, many. They called my life destruction and eternal unhappiness a “war game”. They map out every action a good citizen will try. So for example one might consider going to the FBI for help not understanding that these systems of justice and checks and balances have fully been subverted. They said, “The FBI are morons. They aren’t smart enough to figure out how we are doing this to thousands of people. Go ahead and tell them. They have no real power over us. In fact we use them like patsies to close the cases of many of our projects after their deaths.”
Sure enough, they were right.
“We do this all over the world and no one can stop us.”
That too turned out to be true. Everything is scaled much larger than you think at first. The US has a killing machine bar none. It is the opposite of terrorism in the sense that they are using this weapon to kill thousands in the worst way but it is silent. Terrorism/guerilla warfare in my opinion is more noble, if there is such a thing in war, than silent mass murder with a cowardly weapon at a distance. There is no reason, no warning, no message, and no negotiations with silent wars or whatever they think they are doing. At least so called terrorism’s message was ‘get out of our country.’ That message everyone can understand and using publicity to help Americans understand what agents are doing in their name in secret.
They must have told you more?
JD: Of course. But most things were lies used to confuse, disorient, and create panic. Such as “We are going to torture and kill your whole family in this same way,” They often repeated. But nothing happened to my family. They did say that they killed John F. Kennedy, John Lennon using programmed assassins. They said that they programmed the guys who attacked Dan Rather. They bragged that they were increasing the violence around the world to create the perception of fear and that terrorists were everywhere. They said that terrorist media events are being created using this technology all over the world. People think 9/11 was done using explosives in the buildings but they were actually mind controlled into doing it which has almost perfect plausible denial in main stream media.”
Did you believe them?
JD: Yes, once you see and feel the pure evil and how much control of your thoughts and beliefs they have, it would take a very strong and logical person not to be tricked into killing or harming the person or group that they want. Brainwashing has been perfected and creates another level of indirection from the actual masterminds of the plots.
Thank you for time. I know like many war veterans whom I have interviewed it is difficult and painful to talk about the experiences and recall the memories.
JD: Thank you for investigating and warning the few people with a conscience left out there.